11.10.19
11.10.19 I was in the shower the other day, where all of my greatest revelations occur, and I was talking to God about the things I wanted in life. I was running through all of the things I needed to change and the things that I wanted more of. As I was standing there, minding my own business, I felt God pose a question. I think this happens so often in the shower because he knows I’m trapped and I have nowhere to run. They usually go something like, “what made you think that was a good idea?” Or, “did you actually say that out loud?” This time it was more pointed, “So, what’s holding you back from doing all this?” Sometimes I feel like I have two sides to me. There are so many things that I want in one moment and then not so much in the next. There is the side that wants what God wants. I want to give it all and do it all. Then there is the side that wa nts what I want. I always want to please Him, just some days… minutes, more than others. I am constantly getting in my way, b...
